Decisions, Decisions, Decisions

A person’s life is made up of a series of decisions. These decisions affect where you end up. It’s not that I don’t believe in fate at all, because I do. I believe situations are presented to us by the universe, but it is in our hands to ultimately decide what path to take. Some decisions are harder than others. “Where should I live?” is clearly a harder decision than “What outfit should I wear today?” However both of these decisions could affect the direction your life takes.
I’m stuck on this right now. Decisions. I have a few decisions I need to make in my life. I believe it has come to the point where I have to decide. These decisions are going to affect my life and potentially my happiness in big ways. At what point do I stop thinking and just start doing? Do I go with the comfortable decision because I know this place? This is my comfortable place. It’s not necessarily my happy place, but it is my familiar place. Is it wrong that I have become complacent and content with the not so happy place because I have gotten so used to it? Unhappiness is no longer quite so unhappy for me because I have gotten used to it. If it keeps me from having to deal with the heartache of potentially not reaching my goal, then I am okay with it. Is that really a way to live? An intelligent guy once told me that I should go with what makes me happy. How do you do that if you aren't sure what makes you happy?
I sometimes wish I had someone to make my decisions for me. I have found that this is one of the hardest things I have had to learn since being single. There is no one there to tell me what to do. I have to decide on my own. I must say that in the past 2 years, I have gotten very good at it. No, not all of the decisions I have made have turned out great. In fact, more times than not, these decisions have been very, very bad. But at least I made them. Now I have even more to make and if you are close to me, you know what I am talking about. You know what these decisions are. You have given me your advice and I appreciate it but the decision is now up to me. Wish me luck. Hope that I make the right decision. Fingers crossed.

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Update: Well, I made my decision. It was hard. I chose what I know for a fact makes me happy. I'm not saying that the other choice wouldn't have made me just as happy, but that was scary uncharted happy. This is familiar comfortable happy. We will see how it goes. Hopefully I made the right decision. If not, I'll just add it to the list of life experiences.